Never had a boyfriend and feel lonely.... PLEASE ANSWER! =]?

lol...i don't mean laughing at u, i mean lol because this sound like my life hitting replay pretty much aside the divorce, my parents are still together and i like drawing and painting not theater...n e ways, i feel a lot better about myself I'm 23 as of a few days ago...i was the cl nerd/shy girl. i felt i was fat and ugly at age 14-19...i have the exact same body type as u now...its called a woman's body, u just matured into it a little faster, i did the same...i used to wait for things and i didn't have a bf until i was almost 18...i had chances to get one but i never jumped on them until i hit mister right which was the first hit...i had such bad body issues, i did what ur gonna do, the diet pill and excessive gym, and starving myself as well...anorexic id say...it was about 6 days a week that i only ate a bag of chips and a diet coke with water...yeah it got that bad but it was earlier when i was a junior in high school, so 16-17...i did it til i was 18 and some odd months...my bf basically knocked back the sense into that ridiculousness and because it was such bad eating habits, it caused me to gain weight just eating like i should, and then some...but ive recently come to terms about a year ago, that i love myself and i want to treat it the best i can, i don't care if I'm this weight forever, i want to be healthy inside and out and that is my main priority...my aunt died suddenly of a brain anurism and shortly after my uncle died of diabetes...my cousin whom im close with is dating a loser guy that absolutely no one likes even my cousins therapist doesnt like him with her lol,... but yeah...i dont usually do this, but u can email me, because i basically just heard my life story from u lol...im a lot more confident, i speak up more, im still a bit shy, im a lot more accepting of myself inside and out...and dont worry about a bf...u have to look when u want one, but make sure he is a great oustanding guy that u can get along really great with...and i even had a guy that was "just a friend" even tho we were close and i was attracted to, yet he wasnt feelin before i met my current bf, and its not like im gonna get married in a long while, well at leat for me, i want a house, stability and the ability to pay in full for the wedding i want with out getting into debt.